First Time by Kendall


I own nothing so don't come after me! It's just a different version of what happened. If you look at the title and ask about the rating you are real dumb! And if you still don't use your imagination. Enjoy!

Buffy came home from a long day of school. She threw her jacket and backpack on the floor, and walked into the kitchen. She noticed a piece of paper on the refrigerator.

It said. Buffy, now you know I'm only going to be gone for the weekend. I'll be back on Sunday. I don't know what time I'll be home yet. The hotels phone number is by the phone down stairs and so is the neighbor's number just in case. Your friends can come over just not too late ok. Willow can stay overnight if she wants to. And Buffy, please try not to burn the house down while I'm gone. Love Mom.

Buffy walked upstairs and into her room. "I'm all alone in my house for the whole weekend and all I want to do is sleep the whole time. God there has to be something wrong with me." Buffy walked over to her closet and pulled out a pair of boxers and a tank top, and crawled into bed. "But there's nothing wrong with that." And in a few minutes she was asleep.

It was 9 o'clock at night and Buffy was still asleep. But not peacefully. She tossed and turned with her nightmare. Buffy was running in the dark. She didn't know from what but she knew she had to run. She could feel something trying to grab her, but she was to scared to turn around. When she finally stopped and turned she was at the graveyard. She could hear someone calling her name. It sounded like Angel. "Angel is that you?"

She called out but she didn't get an answer. She followed the voice until she was at one of the Mausoleums. It read her name on the top. "What?" Then a hand gripped her shoulder. She turned to see Spike. "Don't you get it pigeon? Your dead." Spike pointed to something behind her. She turned to see Angel being staked by the new slayer. "And so is he."

She woke up screaming and crying. Angel came in threw the window. "Buffy what's wrong?" He went over and held her as she cried. "She killed you." Angel pulled away to look in her eyes. "Who?" Buffy jumped out of her bed and started walking around. "The new slayer. She staked you because I was dead, because I couldn't protect you." Angel got up and stopped her. "Hay do I look dead to you?" Buffy looked up at him and laughed. Angel got what he just said. "Let me rephrase that."

Buffy sat down on her bed. "No I get what you're going to say. It's just a dream, but it felt so real." Angel sat down next to her. Buffy eyes started to well up again. "I don't know what I would do if I lost you." Angel wiped away a tear. "I know what you mean." He kissed her cheek. She looked at him and smiled. "You know I think you're the only one that would." Slowly they inched toward each other until their lips met for a soft kiss. "I love you." Buffy whispered. Angel pulled away in shock. "You do." Buffy smiled. "All of my life I don't think I could ever love another."

Angel just stood in shock. 'I can't believe she loves me.' Buffy got a little worried that Angel hadn't said anything yet. She got up and walked in front of Angel who looked into her eyes. "I love you too." Buffy didn't even realize that she was holding her breath and exhaled. "Whew. Good. You scared me for…."

Angel swooped her up and kissed her with all the passion he had. He carried her to the bed and they laid down next to each other. For a while they just looked into each other eyes. Kissing once in a while, but mostly just looking. Buffy spoke up. "I'm kinda scared." It caught Angel by surprise. "Did I scare you?" Buffy laughed at herself. "No this is all me. It's just I love you and I want to be closer to you…"

Angel moved closer to her. "Like this?" Buffy sat up and pulled off her shirt. "No, like this." Angel sat up and lightly kissed her. "If you start to get scared we'll stop. It's ok Buffy, just remember that I love you too. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do."

Angel noticed a small tear falling down her face. He lightly brushed off. "Why are you crying?" Buffy looked up with her teary eyes. "I just feel like I'm some little girl who wants to go on the ride, but is too scared." Angel rested his forehead on Buffy's. "I know exactly what you mean."

She looked up and gave a little smile. He took her face in his hands and kissed her with all the love he had inside. He thought it might be a little more comfortable for her if she wasn't the only one with discarded clothing. So he took off his shirt. She wasn't too uncomfortable seeing him shirtless because she's seen him shirtless before, but she was still nervous

Slowly they laid back down but this time Angel laid on top of her. His hand slowly mad it's way down her body to her pajama shorts. He lightly rubbed her inner thigh before slowly making it's way into her shorts. Angel could feel Buffy's lower lip shivering. He wasn't sure if that was because of him or if she was cold. He stopped "Are you ok? You're shaking." Buffy didn't realize that until he pointed it out. "I'm fine. I guess I'm just cold."

Angel pulled the covers under Buffy and covered them in them. "Is that better? I want you to be comfortable." He looked into her eyes and saw so much in them. Love, fear, hope, happiness, but most of all youth. She was so young but they loved each other so much.

Buffy knew Angel wasn't sure what to do. He was trying to go slow but he didn't know were to start. So she decided to start. Angel looked in surprise as Buffy took off her shorts. He followed her lead and took off his pants. They kissed each other and absorbed the feeling of feeling each other with just their underwear on. Buffy could feel Angel's erection against her leg. She was happy that she could do this to him, but she was scared because it felt so big.

He kissed his way down her body to the hook in the front of her bra. He was going to unhook it but skipped over it and went towards her stomach. Buffy saw this and was taken back that Angel didn't take off her bra. So she did it herself. Angel watched as Buffy unhooked her bra leaving her breasts to bounce free.

He moved back up and hovered over her. Buffy grew a little uneasy at Angel's eyes looking at her that way and started get uncomfortable. He could see it in her eyes. "Why are you so uncomfortable with your body?" Angel asked out of the blue.

Buffy didn't know how to respond. Angel tried an easier question. "Do I make you uncomfortable?" Buffy blushed. "Only when you're looking at me like that. " Angel was straddling Buffy when he sat up. "Look at your self. You're gorgeous. Your more than anything I've ever wished for. Even in my wildest dreams."

He leaned into her to the point were there noses were touching. "I love you. Don't you understand." Buffy kissed him. "I understand." She kissed him again.

Angel kissed down Buffy's neck to her breasts were he started assaulting them with his tough. Buffy sucked in a quick breath of air when Angel bit one of her now hard nipples. "God Angel, please…" She was surprised to hear those words come out of her mouth, but to Angel it was music to his ears.

Slowly he removed her underwear from her body and discarded them to the floor. The aroma of her sex engulfed him at full force. Buffy stiffened a little when he touched her. Angel moved up so that he was looking in her eyes. He used his legs to part hers. She moaned softly as his hand touching her. Then out loud when he finally inserted one of his fingers. Buffy couldn't hold her voice any longer. "Oh my god."

Angel pumped his hand faster and faster inside of her as Buffy lifted her hips to match him. But Buffy didn't want her first orgasm from Angel to be with his hand. She placed her hand on top of his. "Stop."

Angel was confused. "What's wrong?" Buffy didn't realize that her eyes were closed and opened them. She found her eyes looking into Angel's. Buffy reached between them and pulled at Angel's boxers. He practically tore them off his body. He lifted her legs so that they were now around his hips. Buffy could feel his steal cock at her entrance and didn't think it was possible to feel so happy and so scared in her whole life. She started to shake again.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I still love you no matter what your answer is." Buffy closed her eyes and whispered softly. "Just go slow." And with that Angel slowly entered her. Buffy whimpered at the feeling of Angel's cock sliding into her body and started to tear up.

Angel kissed her lips and said I love you. Buffy loved the idea of Angel inside of her, but hated how is hurt so much. And Angel hated seeing her in pain. "I'm sorry that this hurts for you." Buffy gave a weak smile. "It'll go away."

Angel started grinding in circles hopping it would ease some pain. It did. Buffy smiled at the wonderful feeling she was getting. "How does that feel?" She licked her lips. "Better." Angel watched her face as he pulled out slightly and then back in. She felt a little pain but nothing to get worked up about. Angel did it again but this time a little harder. "Ahhh!"

Angel stopped. "Did that hurt?" Buffy smiled. "No." Angel kissed her lips. "How did that feel?" Buffy looked into Angel dark but loving eyes. "Beautiful." Angel smiled and kissed her lightly.

He then lightly began to thrust inside of her witch caused Buffy to yell. "Oh god." He pumped a little harder into her body. Buffy got a hold of the rhythm and started to match Angel with every thrust. "Buffy, baby you feel so good" He went faster and faster. "So tight and warm."

Angel kissed her lips. Buffy pulled away to breath. "Oh Angel I love you so much." Buffy spread her legs wider witch caused Angel to go deeper. Buffy held on to Angel tightly as he slammed into her harder and faster. "Come with me baby." Buffy yelled out as the waves of pleasure took over her body. Angel felt her shutter and let go himself.

"Oh god you feel so good Buffy." Angel said as he lay down next to her. Buffy turned to her side. "So it was…I mean I was…" Angel turned to look in her eyes. "You're the best thing to ever happen to me. I've never felt such pleasure in my life." She bit her lip and smiled. "I love you too."

When the sun came up Buffy grumbled at the feeling of the sun in her eyes. "Why does it have to be so bright in the morning?" She stretched her body and felt no Angel at her side. She sat up and noticed that she was alone and she was even in her pajamas. "There is no way in hell that was a dream."

She got up and looked around. No clothing on the floor, no messed up anything. She even looked for a note but didn't even see one. I mean he would have left a note. "Maybe it was a dream. A very, very good dream." Buffy got dressed and ran to Willows knocking over the heart shaped letter that laid on her dresser.

"Are you sure it was a dream?" Willow asked sipping her coffee. Willow and Buffy met up at the Bronze for some lunch. It was practically empty, so Buffy felt a little more comfortable talking about it. "I don't know. I mean it felt so real." Buffy looked around then got closer to Willow. "And I mean so real...I can still feel the…you know…happy feeling you get I guess…I don't know?!"

Willow took another drink of her coffee. "Well you know what this means right." Buffy slumped in her seat. "I'm afraid to ask." Willow pointed to the door. "You gotta go ask Angel." Buffy laughed but stopped when she saw Willow was serious. "Oh my god you are serious." Willow nodded her head yes. "Oh come on Willow what am I gonna say, 'Hay honey I was just wondering if we had sex cause I'm not sure if we did'!" Willow and Buffy got up from their table and walked out of the club. "Well it's a start, but I'd leave out the 'Hay honey' part."

Buffy walked back and forth in front of Angel's door for almost an hour thinking how the hell she was going to bring this up. Should I bring it up as a joke or should I just slide it into the conversation. No! No! No! Be strait forward. "Forget it. It was just a really good dream!" Buffy turned and started to walk up the stairs when Angel opened his door.

"Buffy?" She stopped dead in her tracks. "Yea?" Angel scratched his head. "What are you doing? I've been waiting for you to knock for about an hour." She turned and walked down the stairs.

"Waiting?" Angel smiled. "Yea. You've been walking back in forth in front of my door. Well, actually I didn't know it was you until you spoke." Angel stepped back to let Buffy walk in. When she did Angel quickly shut the door and wrapped his arms around her waist.

"God I thought I'd go insane if I didn't see you soon." Buffy's body hummed at the feeling of Angel mouth at her neck.

"What if I didn't come?" Buffy asked quietly. She turned around and looked into his eyes. Ok. Here goes nothing. "Why didn't you stay the whole night?" Angel shook his head. "Sorry. I don't understand." Buffy pulled away and walked to the couch laughing "Never mind. I'm just hallucinating. Had the caffeine with Willow earlier and it's still kicking."

She sat down. Angel sat next to her. "I thought it would be smart for me to be gone before your mom saw us. I dressed you so your mom wouldn't be suspicious."

Buffy looked at him with surprise. "Wait, wait hold on. So it wasn't a dream." Angel cupped her face with his hands. "It was a dream come true." He kissed her softly.

"God I'm so relieved it wasn't a dream. I was going bonkers thinking about it all day." They laughed together. "So…" Buffy said pulling away. "I have a couple of things to say."

Angel leaned back. "Shoot."

Buffy cleared her voice. "Ok, first of all my mom is gone for the weekend. Second, why didn't you call or at least leave a note. Third, don't think I'm mad or anything like that cause I love you and you would have to do a lot more than that to get me mad."

Angel hung his head down. "Oh, ok. Well one I didn't know cause you didn't tell me. Two, I did leave you a note. I put it on your dresser. And three, tell me now how I would get you mad so I wouldn't do it."

Buffy gave a small laugh. "We can talk about that later, but now let's get back to the whole we made love for the first time."

Angel shifted in his seat. "When you say it like that you make me think you regret it." Buffy looked at him with total seriousness in her eyes. "No. That was the most wonderful night of my life. I wouldn't change it for the world."

Angel looks down and Buffy cups his face in her small hands. "Hay, look at me." His eyes slowly move up to look into hers. "I love you. You know that right?" He lightly nodded his head. "And you love me right?" Angel moved her hands off his face and kissed them. "My whole life." Buffy got up and sat on his lap. "Then lets show each other how much."

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