Forever, Always, and Then Some

Chapter 119

 

Thursday

September 19, 2002

11PM

Buffy walks in her room wearing her robe. Her hair is wrapped in a towel. She locks the door and quietly checks on Conner. She covers him. She picks up her cell phone and sits on the bed. She props pillows against the head board an leans back. She plugs in her hands free ear piece and dials the phone.

Angel: Hello.

Buffy: Hey peaches.

Angel: Again with the peaches. Well at least I know I this is not an emergency.

Buffy: Not a real one. I was wondering what you are doing.

Angel: I was reading but I prefer talking to you.

Buffy: Are you in your room?

Angel: Yes, I am sitting in my chair, why?

Buffy: Is your door locked?

Angel: Uh no. Why? Am I getting a visitor?

Buffy: I wish I was there, but no. I am here in my room, missing you.

Angel: I know the feeling.

Buffy: Go lock the door.

Angel: Uh, why?

Buffy: Please, I don’t want any interruptions.

Angel: They will just knock.

Buffy: Please.

Angel: Fine.

He gets up and locks the door.

Angel: Okay locked. Now what?

Buffy: Sit back down and talk to me.

Angel: I can do that.

Buffy: Tell me what you are wearing.

Angel: I have on sweat pants and a t-shirt.

Buffy: Well I am wearing just a robe. Well and a towel on my wet hair.

Angel: Did you just get out of the shower?

Buffy: Yes. And I am still a little damp. Actually more like wet. Let me see. Yes very wet.

Angel: Uh what are you doing?

Buffy: Seeing how wet I am.

Angel: Oh my god. You’re not.

Buffy: Uh huh. I am dripping wet and I need you to tell me what to do.

Angel: Buffy.

Buffy: Tell me what you would do if you were here.

Angel: You know what I would do.

Buffy: Tell me.

Angel: If I was with you I would slip my fingers inside.

Buffy: How many?

Angel: Two for now.

Buffy: Okay and then.

Angel: Did you?

Buffy: Uh huh.

Angel: Oh my god.

Buffy: Are you getting hard?

Angel: Oh already am.

Buffy: Good, now slip your pants off.

Angel: What?

Buffy: Slip them down to your ankles.

Angel: But.

Buffy: You are alone locked in your room.

Angel: You are a real vixen.

Buffy: Well?

Angel: They are down.

Buffy: Good. Now open your knees a little. I need visuals.

Angel: You are getting into this.

Buffy: Aren’t you. Can you imagine my fingers?

Angel: Oh hell. They are sliding in and out.

Buffy: Yes and you are stroking yourself.

Angel; No.

Buffy: What?

Angel: I am waiting for instructions.

Buffy: Oh well run your fingers under your balls and fondle them.

Angel: Move your fingers in circle deep inside then back out.

Buffy: Wrap you hand around your hard cock and stroke it.

Angel: Are you using the ear piece?

Buffy: Uh huh. You can tell?

Angel: Yes. So take your other hand and rub your finger tip over your clit.

Buffy: Is there the little drop of pre-cum in the tip?

Angel: Yes.

Buffy: I thought so. Take your thumb and rub it over the head. Like I would love to do with my tongue.

Angel: Oh hell. Slip in another finger NOW.

Buffy: I am. Feels sooooo.

Angel: Stroke hard and fast. Rub your clit faster.

Buffy: Stroke. Please stroke.

Angel: I am. God I want to be there.

Buffy: You could watch my fingers slide in and out.

Angel: I would do it my damn self. Now stroke baby.

Buffy: You too peaches.

Angel: Am.

Buffy: I, I , I, oh god Angel.

She begins panting and bites her lip to keep from waking Conner as she is consumed by waves of pleasure.

Angel: Buffy.

Buffy: Stroke baby. Join me.

Angel: But.

Buffy: I have watched you, don’t act shy now.

Angel: Not. I….

Buffy: Faster peaches.

Angel: Oh god. Ohhhh.

Buffy: I love you.

Angel: Uh huh.

Buffy: Well.

Angel: Love you too. Uh I have a mess here.

Buffy: It will clean up. Wish I could do it for you.


Angel: Don’t say that.

Buffy: Why not?

Angel: Visuals. Oh the visuals.

Buffy: Not getting all hard again are you?

Angel; I might if you keep it up.

Buffy: You are the one who can keep it up.

Angel: Funny. So did you just call to lead me into sexcapades?

Buffy: Actually yes. Are you disappointed?

Angel: Not in the least. Give me a sec.

Buffy: Okay.

Angel: I’m back.

Buffy: What are you doing?

Angel: Changing my shirt thanks to you.

Buffy giggles.

Angel: If you are going to do this, warn me so I can be better prepared.

Buffy: Nope. The fun is in the surprise.

Angel: The fun is in the visuals.

Buffy: That too. So are you ready for next week?

Angel: Ready? I need to be ready? Thought I just had to show up.

Buffy: You do. I just meant are you ready to come home?

Angel: Home? I like that.

Buffy: So when you coming in?

Angel: Sometime Wednesday night. Not sure the time.

Buffy: Why can’t it be tonight?

Angel: Oh baby, don’t get upset.

Buffy: Sorry. It is just me. You have been gone so long. I am not sure I can go another week.

Angel: Buffy, I would be there now if I could.

Buffy: But you can’t. I get that. Just feeling lonely and I guess my hormones are in over drive.

Angel: I am getting that. Is there anything I can do to help?

Buffy: Come home.

Angel: Buffy.

Buffy: I know. I guess I just need to sleep.

Angel: You tired?

Buffy: No just when I am asleep I am not thinking of missing you.

Angel: Oh. I would come if I could.

Buffy: I know but you will be here next week. I guess I will survive.

Angel: Now if you feel you may expire before I get there let me know.

Buffy: Now you are abusing sarcasm.

Angel: Just learning from the master.

Buffy: You going to stay up and read awhile?

Angel: Why? What are you thinking?

Buffy: Nothing.

Angel: Buffy.

Buffy: Nothing. I am too tired to dream visit anyway.

Angel: Sorry to hear that. But get your rest. I will talk to you in the morning.

Buffy: Night.

Angel: I love you.

Buffy: I love you too, Peaches.

Angel: Nite.

 

Wednesday

October 16, 2002

 

Buffy opens the door and walks into the waiting room. She walks up to the window and signs in.

Grace: Hello Buffy.

Buffy: Hey. I need to run to the little girl’s room.

Grace: Let me get you a sample cup.

Buffy: Thanks.

She hands her the cup and she heads back out the door. She moves down the hallway. She is looking down and almost collides into him.

Angel: Whoa. Where are you going?

Buffy: Bathroom. You can go sit down. I already signed in.

Angel: Okay.

He watches her disappear down the hall, before entering the waiting room. He sits down and thumbs through a magazine.

 

In the back

Nurse walks up and glances into the waiting room. She turns and walks up to another nurse.

Nurse 1: My god, you should see the guy in the waiting room.

Nurse 2: Is he hurt?

Nurse 1: Heck no. Nothing wrong with that guy that I can see.

Nurse 2: Who is he?

Nurse 1: I have no idea. He is all alone.

Nurse 2: Let me see.

She walks over and looks out. She walks back.

Nurse 2: Good lord he is a honey. He must be here with someone.

Nurse 1: He was not here a few minutes ago.

Nurse 2: Who has signed in?

They walk up and take the clipboard.

Nurse 1: I do not see anyone here who he could be with. They are either too old or single.

Nurse 2: What about Buffy Summers? She is married.

Nurse 1: No she’s not. We went to high school together. Summers was her name then.

Nurse 2: Oh. I thought her chart said married.

Nurse 1: Well she isn’t.

Grace: Ladies, can I have my clipboard back so we can finish with these patients.

 

Waiting Room

Buffy walks and sits beside Angel.

Buffy: Miss me?

Angel: Very much.

Buffy: So Oz drove you up?

Angel: Yes, I am so glad I am here and not where he is tonight.

Buffy: It could be okay.

Angel: Uh huh. Sure it can.

Buffy: I know. Willow and he have put it off too long. Her mom does not like surprises.

Angel: And a daughter five months pregnant will be a surprise.

Buffy: A huge one.

Grace: Buffy.

Buffy: That’s us.

Angel smiles and follows her through the door. The nurses stare at them.

Nurse 1: Hello Buffy.

Buffy: Hi.

Nurse 1: I see you brought a friend.

Buffy: This is my husband, Angel.

Nurse 1: Oh, husband. I thought you were single. With the Summers and all.

Buffy: Nope, he took my name.

Nurse 1: Oh. Well let’s get the weight and vitals.

Angel watches as they take and record the results. They are then escorted into an exam room.

Nurse 1: You know the drill.

Buffy: (rolls her eyes) Yes.

The nurse leaves and Buffy points Angel to a chair before undressing. She sets her clothes down and slips on the gown. He helps her onto the table. He sits back down.

Angel: I was just remembering the last time I saw you in a hospital gown.

Buffy: When was that?

Angel: After you saved my life.

Buffy: Oh yeah. I was kind of out of it then.

Angel: No thanks to me.

Buffy: Hey if we had not done it, you would not be here and neither would Caitlin.

The doctor and nurse walk in.

Doctor: Hello folks. I see Mr. Summers was able to make it.

Buffy: Yes. I want to thank you for seeing us so late in the day.

Doctor: No problem. I can understand how hard it is to get away from your job. Now let’s see how things are going.

 

 

Rosenburg House

Sheila Rosenburg answers the door>

Sheila: Willow, you don’t have to knock.

Willow: I didn’t want us to walk in and scare you.

Sheila: So do you want to introduce me to your little friend.

Willow: Mom, it is Oz. You know Oz that I dated in high school.

Sheila: Oh yes I remember. You dated before you went through the lesbian phase.

Willow: It is not a phase mom. I am a lesbian.

Sheila: You don’t have to get loud honey. I can hear just fine.

Willow: Maybe this was a bad idea.

Oz: Hold on Will. We need to do this.

Willow: Fine. Where is daddy?

Sheila: Your father is on the phone with a client. He will be done soon. Why don’t we sit down and wait.

Willow and Oz walk toward the sofa.

Sheila: Willow honey, have you been gaining weight. I know you have been hurt over your friend’s death but you need to eat right.

Willow: I am fine, mom.

Ira: Hello princess.

Willow: Daddy. You remember Oz?

Ira: Hello. Yes I do. Musician, right?

Oz: Yes sir.

Ira: Still doing that?

Oz: Some. Putting together a new band in LA.

Sheila: LA? Isn’t that where your friend’s husband lives?

Willow: Yes. Actually Oz lives with Angel. Angel’s company has an old hotel as it’s had quarters.

Ira: Really. Do you know which one?

Willow: The Hyperion.

Ira: I think I recall that one. It has been empty for years.

Willow: My dad knows all the old buildings in CA.

Ira: Not all. Just the more interesting ones.

Sheila: Well, I do not think Willow and her friend came over here to discuss the old hotel.

Willow: Actually we didn’t.

 

 

Doctor’s office

Doctor: Everything looks good. But let’s do the ultrasound. I think that is what Mr. Summers came for.

Angel: Not the only reason.

Doctor: I know son.

They quickly set up the machine. The doctor begins the scanning her abdomen.

Buffy: I can see her.

Angel grips her hand.

Doctor: Let me take a few measurements.

Angel: She is okay?

Doctor: Everything looks really good. I say next month you two will have your hands full.

Buffy: November 13th. It can not get here soon enough.

Doctor: You are convinced on that date aren’t you?

Buffy: I am positive. I know you do not accept the predictions but we do. We were right about it being a girl.

Doctor: Yes you were.

Buffy: And we will be right on the date.

Angel: Buffy, it is not important.

Buffy: I guess not.

Doctor: Well everything looks wonderful. You can get dressed and I will see you next week.

The doctor leaves.

Angel: Getting a bit hostile there.

Buffy: He just can’t accept something not in a textbook.

Angel: A lot of people can’t. You know that.

Buffy: I know. Too many people live in a state of denial. Hence our constant need to protect them from what they refuse to see or accept.

Angel: If you are finished ranting, why don’t you get dressed so we can go home.

Buffy: Home. Sure. Why not. We can spend the next 24 hours locked in each others arms just to have you turn around and head back to LA. Back to save the people from all the unspeakable evil they refuse to accept.

Angel: Okay then. Are you going to get dressed?

Buffy: Yes.

 

Rosenburg House

Sheila: So are we going to sit here and look at each other or are you going to tell us what you appear unable to say.

Ira: If it something bad honey, we can try and help. If we can that is.

Willow: It is not bad. At least I don’t think so. You might though. But then again you might not.

Sheila: Willow, you need to quit talking around the subject and just speak about what you came here for.

Willow: Fine. Hey do you remember when you brought the swing over to the house for Buffy?

Sheila: Vaguely. That was last winter, I think.

Willow: In December. Well you went on and on about Conner and how sad it was he only had the one grandparent.

Sheila: Yes, that sounds familiar.

Willow: So you think a child needs grandparents?

Sheila: Of course. A child needs a complete family.

Ira: What does all this talk of your friend’s little boy have to do with us?

Willow: I am not talking about Conner anymore, I am talking about another little who will be here is February.

Sheila: But I thought Buffy was due in November.

Willow: She is but I’m not.

Sheila: You are not what?

Ira: Sheila, I think Willow is saying she is due in February.

Sheila: Ira, that is not what she is saying.

Willow: That is exactly what I am saying. I am expecting a baby boy in February. Actually we are.

Sheila: Oh. ………Oh.

Ira: You and Oz?

Willow: Yes, us.

Ira: So the whole lesbian thing was just a phase.

Willow: No, I am still gay. This baby was conceived before Tara died. She was going to help raise him. The three of us were going to raise him.

Ira; In one house?

Willow: No. Oz and I are not living together and have no plans to ever live together but he will be his father in all ways that truly matter. Just not a day to day basis.

Sheila: This is crazy. You have a child with a man so you can raise it with your gay lover. Willow, how could you?

Willow: I am having a child with a man I care a lot about. Period. And as for raising him with Tara, that is no longer and option.

Oz: I know what you think, but Willow and I both know what we are doing. We are adults.

Sheila: You don’t sound very mature to me.

Willow: That is it, I am leaving.

Oz: I am right with you.

Ira: Wait a minute. So you two are not getting married?

Willow: No we are not. I am sorry we came. I just thought you should know. Good-bye.

Ira follows them to the door.

Ira: Give us time to adjust to this. I will call you later and we can talk more.

Willow: Fine. Oz?

Oz: Let’s go. You still want to go out to eat?

Willow: Not really, lets just pick up something and take it home.

They leave.

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